dirty 30.

i'll be 30 soon & its been weighing on me. so many people tell me 30 is great, but i've still been mourning the impending loss of my turbulent, incredible 20's.

here is a quick portrait of me (last one of my 20's!) by artist lara dann. i like that though she doesn't know me personally, she caught my brooding, pensive look. and that dangerous looking claw in lieu of a hand is rad . . .